Unanswered Prayers: I Couldn’t Stop Loving Him

I am the Queen of Denial. August 2001. Adam is 20 days old and I call the Doctor: ME: Hiya, the baby has a fever, I was just wondering how much tylenol to give him. PEDIATRICIAN: The baby? Alexander? What day was he born? ME: Late July. PEDIATRICIAN: Jessica. I need you to get dressed now and they’ll be waiting for you at Cedars. ME: Yeah, but how much medicine should I give him? PEDIATRICIAN: None. Leave your house now! ME: Oh. Okay. So I calmly strolled into Cedars with …